At the time of writing this, I’m currently on Chapter IV. This post is to record my reactions to certain details and to name my prediction before I learn what the “beast” is in “The Beast in the Jungle”.
(And also, I must admit, to feed my ego if the prediction turns out to be right)
He would thoroughly establish the heads under which her affairs, her requirements, her peculiarities—he went so far as to give them the latitude of that name—would come into their intercourse.
(Chapter II, Project Gutenberg)
What are May’s “affairs”? Never once does he talk about her story or her “affairs”, as much as he says here that he tries to give them just as much attention as his own big event.
“What if she should have to die before knowing, before seeing—?” It would have been brutal, in the early stages of her trouble, to put that question to her; but it had immediately sounded for him to his own concern, and the possibility was what most made him sorry for her.
(Chapter III, Project Gutenberg)
As much as Marcher tries to tell himself he’s at least a “decent” or “unselfish” person, his thought process here indicates pretty much the opposite:
- First, it struck him how old May had become over the years, which is hilarious that he didn’t even pay attention to her appearance all that time.
- The fact that his worry is about her dying before witnessing this big event is a greater testament to his selfishness. He is not concerned for her well-being or sad that her health is failing.
Also, Marcher and May? I can’t believe it took me this long to catch this.
“Too ill to tell me?” it sprang up sharp to him, and almost to his lips, the fear she might die without giving him light. He checked himself in time from so expressing his question, but she answered as if she had heard the words.
“Don’t you know—now?”
(Chapter IV, Project Gutenberg
Again, she is obviously in pain as they are having this conversation, and all he focuses on is himself. Even worse, he leaves right after she is carried into bed, without giving a single thought to stay to make sure she’s okay.
This leads me to think that the ‘beast’ is the fact that he’s unknowingly become this selfish person, an absolutely terrible friend despite all his efforts in making sure that he isn’t. He’s contradicted himself. He’s broken the image of his moral superiority that he’s worked so hard to maintain. He’s tried to be a ‘good friend’ by reciprocating May’s relationship with all these materialistic things like opera nights and luxrious stuff, but he fails to give her the mindfulness and care of a true friend.