I will admit that in entering Ghana, I did have the romanticized expectation of a homecoming experience as an African American. Now, I don’t underestimate how places can change just as much as people do. In many ways, my experience was not a return. In my opinion, such an experience is no longer possible considering the centuries of different histories shaping Africans, African Americans, and Africa itself. I compare these experiences to my returns— or lack thereof—to New York City over the past 6 years from a boarding high school and now college. I have seen and experienced the effects of gentrification and how displacement remains an issue for African Americans. These experiences compound on one another and the latter made the homecoming sentiments of the former stronger.
From transitioning into Ghana, to transitioning back to the states and now having returned to Hamilton, the last few months have been filled with changes. Not only had I changed, but the lives of friends and family had changed too. I had to catch up on important updates with loved ones, which quickly became a huge part of my winter break and my social re-entry.
Overall, I knew that I have gone through and continue to go through a lot emotionally and physically because of the demanding work of traveling then adjusting to various environments. In accepting this, I began thinking of ways to make time to process all of my experiences in the best way.
After making the decision to not study abroad during the spring semester and return to Hamilton, I did affirm the importance of incorporating creative expression to my semester. Specifically, knowing my passions for reading, writing, and videography, I wanted to open academic and creative outlets for me to constructively process my thoughts as well as experiences over this past year using those mediums. My current semester includes courses about African-American literature, Caribbean literature, advanced videography, in addition to philosophy and social movements. All of these courses allow me to delve deeper into my identity, creativity, and knowledge about many of the concepts I have been thinking about recently.
Along with my courses, talking with other people who have been abroad continues to help me understand the experience. This constant mental revisiting of Ghana shows how knowing the meaning of the semester will not necessarily take place during or even months afterward. Additionally, the programming that I am doing with the Off-Campus Study office serves as a way to actively and effectively understand how I am transitioning back to everything from being in the United States to Hamilton routines. So, both in my course work and on-campus employment, I have my re-entry experience built into my weekly routines. Through blog writing and talking about my semester away, I found that if I was not deliberately unpacking my experience, I would be confused as to why I had the semester I did. So, my transitioning needed to be planned because it wouldn’t happen naturally or easily.